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this topic has been resolved with apologies,
i apology to Galvin for treating him such way. Sorry.
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Hello, ladies n gents. I would like to post up the chatlog of me (draxiz) with Galvin on Yahoo Msger.
In the chat log we talks abt several things.
And my purposes for posting this topic is I was pissed off with Galvin for being cold to his friends.
Let this chatlog be the witnessed of his exposal.
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Thursday, September 4, 2008
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OK. Here's the truth;
Actually this is the whole thing happen last week;
I stayed at Kpg. Sudoh, Bau bcoz dah berjanji with my friends to stay there with them for a few days. Then, I went to kuching to practice with bernie's band. If I want fame, I already become the lead vocal instead of playing the keyboards which is my less preferred. I join him because I want to help him, as a friend. That’s all. At same time, I’ve already settled my problems here in Sri Aman hoping there would be no more problem after this and freely go to Kuching. One more thing, my choir master from Sri Aman was dying here in Kuching’s hospital. My parents ask me to visit him when I got the time.
I stayed in Bau for three days then one day Bernie send me a sms. He told me that I’m still slumber jak sikda praktis battle, dahla brapa hari gk tinggal. But how am I suppose to go there if there is no transport. So, I called Zam asking for his help (or USE in dennis’s terms). I called him to wait at somewhere near at Sg. Pinang bridge. But I walk all the way down from Kpg. Sudoh to that place just to get Zam. Of couse, in my plans, I hope to pay the petrol for Zam instead of buy drinks for him at Wisma Seberkas. But that day I heard Bernie and da geng have presentation in college. I hope to meet them after they’re finish. But I decided to go to the spring to meet my friends who’s been working at simpang tiga. I met them just to tell them about the church member who was dying at the hospital that time. I was hoping they could visit him too, because he was their relatives too.
And that is why I can’t even have a hand on my hand phone to SMS anyone especially Dennis. I did told him about I’m already in Kuching. But I haven’t made a plan to see him because I’m with my other friends at the moment. I really want to see Dennis on 19th August, Tuesday morning. I don’t even know he’s been working at Ngu Kee ( is that what lilnking means ). I heard he’s working there after roman mentioned about it.
About Bernie and the band; I honestly like and dislike some moments with you guys. I like music, therefore it’s not music that destroy us. Well, FYI all of us free to say what we want to say about others, it is TRUST that keeps us together. Well, some TRUST I had with Dennis… sometimes; we all have the same habit that is mengumpat. Yes, I really apologies what I’ve said about Bernie and Kaylin. It’s what I really feel and spontaneous thoughts running through my brain on how I view you guys. Honestly, I really hope you guys could understand me. I too have bad habit myself. I’m sorry for that. You too may have the right to say bad things about me. It’s our choice and freedom
Friends of cosmostrikes; who am I to blame if I need time to be alone. I need time guys. Why won’t you guys give me a chance? I need time to heal so that someday I meet you guys without talking the same topic all over again. I mean no more problems when I see you guys, so that I can be happy like I use to be with you guys. That’s all, nothing more than that. I don’t need to share the bad things and keep repeating the whole same story to remind myself again how sad I felt before. Please do understand. I wont be telling you this if I don’t care about you guys. But, I really care my about how my friends think of me. Really. Seriously.
OK. About USE; what do you guys think about the USE of friends? Well, in my opinion, we all need to use our friends when we are in trouble. Correct? If you fall, then you may stand again on your 2 feet. But if you on a cliff, hanging with one hand, then you suppose need@use a helping hand from a friend to carry you up. Well, I’m not using friends. I’m making value out of friends. The more help, the more value you have in friendship. I’m not talking about money. I’m talking about the value of using friends that is; gratitude, love and friendship… not forgetting TRUST! I don’t think that I’m using you guys, I’m thinking of being humble and making friends with you guys. That’s all. I never ask any stupid things and impossible stuff from you, have I? What are friends for?
Do you guys think that by not contacting your friends meaning that they will be forgotten? No. Friends are always friends near or far. SMS or Emai, friendster ot YM. The most important communication device we should use is our heart! That is to understand and to love each other.
I like to talk and meet each and every one of you, but time is not our best friend, it never wait for no one. I hope you guys understand what I’ve been through. There’s always a laughter over a clouded sky. Hope you guys can forgive me. That’s all. I hope this could reveal the good side of me. Well, honestly… we all have a bad side, attitude and habits.
I did wrote some songs recently to tell you guys how I feel deep inside. If only you got the message from my songs on my friendster profile.
Sorry sorry sorry, I never meant what I’ve said and done to you guys. All I need is love and friendship and most importantly TRUST. May God bless you.
P/S; Our church member died last Monday.... I never had the chance to meet him after all the busy days last week… I’m very disappointed.
heh, a public apologies.
Now that you shud know the power of the technology..
Don mess around wit me..
Btw ur fren has gone is beyond and no-conflicted with our scenario.
All i ever wanted is for you to msg me up and settle the college difficulties. Don't wanna c u busy with ur own thing and left me unattended.
Btw, u NEVA said u told me that you're in KCH, NEVER. Its me who asked you in the 1st place, then u told me.
Bernie sends u sms, yeah..sounds like u NEVER msg/update wit him too. jerk off~
Pahal pasal sik contact dennis, alu mauk digg and cari kesilapan aku selama tok? If pasal ya jak, settle jak hal ya. tok sampey mgumpul setem dari A-Z. Ku dah minta maaf, dimalukan camtok, apa gk sik puas hati. Mun korg sik puas hati ku sik contact torg, hantarla msg g friendster ka apa, YM ka? dah terang2 ku post shoutout kat profile friendster ku gm_vin@yahoo.co.uk
bermakna ku dpt contact torg guna YM at the moment, hp DiGi ku jangan harap, line x stable kat Sri Aman. Line celcom ku ada on jajak. tp kredit sempek. Mun mauk sms chat, msg lah tengah malam. Pasal sik contact pun mok manas. mun ku sik bz, iboh padah lepak, ngga wayang ngan torg pun jadi.
skati torg lah mok mikir apa, mun torg madah torg kawan2 aku, sik kan cgek jak mistake ku tok sik dapat dimaafkan. pahal komen org lain dapat dibalas kat friendster mun korg dikmpun sik post kat profile aku? sik kan putus asa tegal sik sms guna phone. ikut kata dennis, teknologi berlambak... gunalah sehabis baik
masalah nya bila org carik ko, xdpt dicarik..bila ko carik org, sentiasa ada..
lepas dah carik org (atau pgunakan org) ko teruz hilang entah kemana..pasya tba2 muncul gik, mun time muncul grenti ada pa2 yg dimintak..bak kata bnie "mala jak muka seposen/dua ya mintak ambik aku"
If your phones line not stable, pahal ko x msg/contact kitorg bila nya ada line or stable?!
busy? org laen busy pun ada juak contact each other, shows tat they care, as frens.
unlike you whos more pathetic..
pahal? msh juak xpuas hati? ko fikir aku tok alarm clock kh? bukannya aku tok 24 hours fkir psl torg...ada gik hal lain yg aku fkir... xkan pasal xcontact ko trus mok salahkan aku habis2an cam tok... bukannya aku tok tauke kedai hp alwys ada crdt mok sms wlaupn line stable...mun mok tunjuk pasal kisah ttg kwn, xsmstinya sms sllu... at liz ada jumpa, sms wlaupn xsllu pn dh ckp menunjukkan bhwa kita ingat kwn kita... xboh mdh kwn, ngan adk bradik pun bknnya evrydy tgk muka...semua busy nagn hal masing2... cam ko juak.. bukannya dpat jumpa alwys...cnfrm ada gik hal lain yg ko mok urus... xkanlah mun ko busy, ko masih juak mok jumpa kwn or sms kwn sedgkn xda msa... ckuplh mun ada skli 2 contact... at liz, aku xlupa sapa torg...
jauh na ko bcrita~
here's the summary:
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1)we've agreed on quitting the college 2gether, i did remind u to msg me as soon as u arrived at kch. so tat we cud settled the college.
2)instead of finding me or letting me know first, u go off to Bau. Your first sms was asking me did i eva go to classes. then, im in the 1st place asked where the hell u are.
3)again, u followed bnie. i tot u might b bz for the battle, so i decided to wait for the battle to finish n hopefully u cud contact/find me.
4)then ur gone missing to SA without informing me. great, wat happen to me? left unattended, waiting for a miracle?
quitting the college is an official matter, not something to joke or delay. you wasted time already. might seems less important to you, as you only contact a -fren- when u needed them. transportations relate.
in this case, im in need - where were u? MIA..any updates/traces on you? no.
on second thoughts, you might have brainwashed Bernie. note that, you have publish it to the public thru FS's buletin. while all i did was posting it on this blog so the cosmostrike fella will get some useful info, never did i exposed to the public. you've fell into your own words.
which part of the scene that got me pissed off?
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i've heard frm my GF mentioned that you WERE following bernie. If its wasnt for her, i WONT even know where the hell you've been.
Then again im pissed off, in a good manner, ive asked you by sms
"Are you seriously wanna quit the college?".
To Galvin,
As a dearest fren and a quite related we are, I wanted u to know that all of us are juz like one big family. We are always worry about u leaving without any news. Is it hard to call or if u have just a few cent in your credit, can't u msg during midnite juz to tanya khabar and tell where u are at that time? U know my phone is on 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Just text a simple hello to any of our frens. Simple as that. If u can't text, u can juz send an e-mail or post comment thru Friendster.
About your conversation, it is only posted in the cosmostrke blogspot,the blog was meant and created for personal interest of our group, not for public. But the blog is viewable to public, no restriction. but the problem is that, too few of ppl knew abt this blog. BTW, you are the one who advertised it to the public by posting a bulletin on FS which is a BIG mistake. this shows that you wanted the public to know what is going on and makin it just like u being framed which we never intended to do and also u publicized the blogspot which you must know that the blogspot is our personal blog.
so... if Bernie is not one of the cosmostrike member... it would not be hurtfull for him to read the coversation too. I post the buletin because you(Dennis) betrayed me. I did not brainwash anyone either... so why you guys still wanna find my mistake through all of these?!
To dennis; 8 least I sms you last few weeks, asking you about goin' to class. I'm really sick of your nonesence. I did SMS you, REMEMBER?
It is you who don't want to hang out with me last wednesday, when I ask you to lepak, REMEMBER?
And FYI, YOU NEVER TELL ME THAT YOU ALREADY WORKING!!!
Memang I have a plan to go to cosmo, my parents pick me up last Saturday after watching us perform in the Semi-final round. I did received your Good Luck msg b4 the show starts too. I always waited for you to YM me every night if you're still blind... I always online to tell you about the video and to ask you about the quiting the college.
Don't judge me on my actions, my words which I myself cannot promise. I'm not perfect and yet I've tried my best to please everyone. I never use you, btw if I do....can you please list down my usage on you and Bernie and others. The car is Bernie's, not yours. I do help him to top-up the petrol when he needs it. If I do USE people, I dont do those stuff. I just use my free ride to anywhere I like, BUT...I do consider his decisions and likes and dislikes.
You can ask the lecturers, who's been using who?! If people around me can see it, so can you. I never use you, I just need a helping hand, Eg. Bernie's transportation to bring me to Satok, Pasar Kuching and take me home. That's all! BTW and FYI, Bernie is not available all the time, that means you can say NO at the first place if you think I really want to use you (for idiots of course).
Well Dennis, if you think you are so smart, why do you want to USE me to quit college? I'm useless for you... look at all those post(s). Am I now?
LMAO!
Here goes:
You did msg me abt the Bau, but u neva told me U ALRDY AT KCH, u suddenly MSG and asked me abt my attendance. ALL I WANTD FOR YOU TO DO IS TO MSG ME WHEN UR ARRIVED AT KCH AND PROCEED WITH THE KOLEJ BY NOT WASTING TIME ONE IT NO MORE.
As for Bernie, yes it is his car. What i mean is, you look for him for transports. And paying for petrol (ransoms) doesnt mean you could forget abt the USING. Everyones can pay for a petrol. Hence, you used $ as a tool to blinds the victims. Bernie, heh - a person yg depan belakang sik sama crita. I don care if he himself finds reads this testimonial of him.
I never told u I'm working,well, did you even wanted to ask "hey wats up man?! wat u been up to?"
Abt the quitting, arent we agreed to come together? ARENT WE? THATS A PROMISE THAT KEPT WEEKS AGO. If i din push you to do this, when wil you gonna focus on it?
You waited me on YM, i seldom ON, unless u drop sms then ill be on9. If u eager on finding me, get MSN Messenger - im very active becuz all my GOOD-RELIABLE frens are there. My buddy list on YM only less than 10. Yet 1-2 person wil turn up on9.
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HOW DO WE MEANT BY YOU - USING PPL?
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bila org contact ko, xdpt dicari. Entah tiba2 jak muncul then find ppl to satisfy ur need, EG transport. Thats where you wil start using your phone to contact ppl. Line coverage/problems/blabla is just a big joke. For easier example, perhaps you played TheSims: you less contact the person, the relationship bar wil decreased.
I don hav to point out to whom you used, its reflected how you manage your friendship.
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I? BETRAYED?
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Betrayed is for something that someone stabs you from behind and you felt the pain (problem) later. In this case, its just an arguement between us - as far as i know, did u get in trouble in real world?
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DON'T JUDGE YOU?!
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I'm reminding you, pointing out your blindspot. This thing doesnt happen once, its happening few times alrdy - since u left and join Merio.
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BERNIE NOT AVAILABLE?!
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Heh, once he is available, the USING starts. Else you would search for altenatives.
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ASK ME TO LEPAK? I'VE SAID NO.
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HEY! ITS A GOOD EXAMPLE OF ME*REPLYING TO SOMEONES MSG RATHER THAN NOTHING! Problems with you is that you never bother to ask abt what we've been doing. Even that day you called me, i felt like u just came acrossed a dream or something - kdak x mungkin mok call ppl.
AT LEAST YOU MSG ME, I REPLIED TO TEL YOU MY ANSWER!
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"Memang I have a plan to go to cosmo, my parents pick me up last Saturday "
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THEN?! DID YOU MSG ME ABT YOUR GOING SOMEWHERE?!
OK, a conclusion for you - very simple: The way you treat us (or other fren) like using, because u seldom or rarely to reply/msg/contact someone. Org ingat ko da 'mati', entah tiba2 contact us, bila contact us - sure got something.. thats wat we MEAN by -using-
GET IT?!
If i were you. Once i reached kch, i'll link up with my Kch frens. Knowing that im from somewhere else outside of KCH, needed the warm feeling of welcomed in KCH.
Atleast:
"Hey xxxx, i jz arrived in KCH. I got minor things to do, after that i would be free. By then, care to let me know if there is interesting outing, i would gladly to join. Thx."
Ps:polite version :D
See. Simple. effective. Even during my time at KL tat day, i did msg/call you guys time u guys exam. I call/msg pun JUST to tel how am i doing at KL. This is wat we call frens. Not that kind of person who wil contact/active when need help.
You dont seem to understand my situation... someday you will know. Dont ever say I never worry about quiting the college business. I was thinking maybe after the next payment of our PTPTN for the next Semester reaches our bank account, then I proceed to the withdraw from college. That is my plan that I wanted to say to you when I want to 'lepak' with you. I want to cancel our meeting due to my busy days with Bernis's band, so I made a few changes. That is that. Well, on our last YM! chat (if you online earlier, it'll be sooner) , I wanted to say this to you, untill you start to act impatiently towards me. I dont have to say where I am, and what I have to do at a specific moment. I can be in Kuching anytime I like whereas reasons to be there. As long as my plans will work. That is untill you start to prove I'm wasting your time and think that I've done all the bad things to my friends. I dont want to call or SMS anyone at the moment, please understand and respect my space. Among all friends, you are on my top best friends in Kuching. As far as I know, I phoned you first last month about quiting the college. Not bernie or roman or anyone else.
Do not involved our friends in this situation (although they might think I'm a jerk) to support you.
Do not try to make fun of me in public especially in this blog. I hate that. If you think I'm using people, so be it. Its your perception about me but dont try to brainwash my friends, sorry...poison my friend's mind about me. They never think of me in this way. If they do, a friend never die trying to repair one's bad attitude to show that they are caring about them.
I hate to say this; you are really a back-stabber. Not only to me, but to Bernie too. I know sometimes we dont like our friend's attitude, doesn't mean we have to act good in front but bad behind them. Just spit it out and say it to them, FACE 2 FACE.
I dont like you say bad things to me and bernie about using friends. If you are christian, perhaps you should learn the 'Our Father' prayer. That would open your heart.
the beginning of the blog is so clear that you want to frame me (...And my purposes for posting this topic is I was pissed off with Galvin for being cold to his friends...).
for what?
what's that got to do with the quiting business?
Who's being so cold to reveal one's mistake to all his friends?
I post it to friendster buletin to save myself from people like you. Who's been thinking I'm bad and using people all this time. I hate it when a person got the wrong idea of who I am. At least, I know I'm wrong in a correct way instead of this bullshit blog conflict!
Recording ones conversation using a log is to prove that none of his word wil be edited later, so the original story would remain and be judge by other side.
I never did a back-stabber. This blog wasnt for the public until you yourself exposed it, not my fault, if u werent post it on the bulletin, nobody knows abt it after all.
I did this "back-stab" you called, is to make u realized of your incompetent and ur error of how you treated ppl.
I started to get impatient when you've said you're in SA for an occasion, yet you din bother to even telling the others that you're leaving kch. U just come n go as you like. But u better be not come FIND us and LEAVE us without a note.
Between me and Bernie is a different story. We did had some serious conversation when we'r together.
Involving other to support me?
I msg arthur, i told (sms) him "Hey bro, go check out the blog - something abt galvin."
Thats wat i said, whether for him to support or against me is his will - i never push/force him to make a decision, I got my own princip, i post it here to let others read it and give out their opinion. *note tat the chatlog is purely non editable, so its openly for others to give out their opinion. whic they think its right or wrong.
Hence dont talk religious matter to me. Those who dont worship any God even can do better than those who are. You've started to drag another issue here, *note it*
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I was pissed off of you for being cruel to your FRIENDS. All cosmostrike crew felt the same. You think we / me stabbed you? If this arguement doesnt happened, im still gonna trash you for MIA.
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Asking testimonial from bernie alone isnt helpful. Arthur was here to support my facts while Bernie is on the neutral. Btw Roman not frm Kuching.
You and bernie, actually shared the similar or opposing spot - one cant be contact, and the other dun wanna be contacted (with a reason that turn out to be lame).
This arguement is well supported by the chatlog. The comments are like a bonus point, making you to realize your mistakes is wat i opt for in the blog.
Lastly, most christians are pathetic as same as muslims, they get too devoted in it and starts to use the 'RELIGIOUS' matter in all issues. I am omni.
In IT, there's this thing called REDO and UNDO - if you get wat i meant.
Sorry... please forgive me. I never meant to be like that.
I will forgive you. I know I'm such a jerk. No wonder I'm suck so much. TQ to make me realise my mistakes.
yeah i guessed we better get over with it, ya lah, bulan berpuasa - x bagus gaduh2 :D
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